I'm not sure if it's strange that I have had a hard time looking at pictures of Mark and pictures of us together since he died. My son is coping by looking at pictures of him here at home and when we are at my Mom's place and I avoid looking at them at all costs because it is way too painful. I'm hoping at some point I will be able to look at them without feeling the pain but it's been 4 months since he died and it's still as painful as the days right after I lost him. I'm not sure why it's affecting me so much because I'm alright looking at pictures of my Dad and it's only been a month since he passed. Has anyone else here felt that way?
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