I do wish I was as good with words as the rest of this group. My brother asked me and my Mom (she lives with me now) to go in his camper with him and his wife for 4 days. I DON'T WANT TO GO!! I know he is doing this to try to help but I don't want to go ANYWHERE without Frank. I said I would go for my Mom's sake but I have been crying all day and I don't want to go. I wonder, should I take his ashes with me? What if I forget them someplace. I sleep with his leather coat every night. Should I take it is that that crazy? It is 8 months today, and I tell you every night I try to think of someone to call or someplace to go to get Frank back home with me. I really know that s not going to happen but I have to think that. I am so lost without him. Everyone,my family, friends, etc. have been so good to me but it's such a struggle. I probably will go but I HATE to leave my house for anything except work. I so need Frank back.
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