I'm feeling so lost that I don't even trust myself to say or do the right things. I'm even going to have doubts about whether or not I should post this. It seems that fear and self doubt are part of my recovery process too. My feelings get hurt so easily and I seem to be saying I'm sorry everytime I open my mouth. Does grief include so much self doubt? Will I some day regain self worth and self confidence? Who else feels like this and what can we do to overcome these feeligs? I don't like myself too much right now and I want to be a happy person full of life again. I've lost enuf.
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