The pass couple of days I had a few happy moments. But today I keep thinking about things we stopped doing that made our marriage. We never got to do anything together the pass 12 yrs cause work interfere. Usually when we went to bed we were both so tired we would fall asleep without a kiss goodnight or falling to sleep holding hands etc. like we used to do,and now I hate that . I wonder know if he knew how much he mean to me. I miss him and so much and want to whole him again so I can tell him how much I loved him. Pleasse help me understand these feelings..
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