I am new to this site, my husband passed away suddenly from a heart attack on Feb 4, 2009. He had just turned 53 three weeks before. I still can't believe this is real. I miss him so much I sometimes feel like I will explode. Today I had to go to my first funeral since I lost Ted, it was for his sister's father-in-law. It was a short service and the deceased was 92 years old. I feel really cheated that Ted did not get that much time here on earth. I cried all the way through the service because all I could think about was the day I had to bury my husband. I just want my old life back, I can't think about the rest of my life without him.
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