I have a question and I don't wangt it to seem like a downer so let me explain and then ask. While driving to work today I hit a patch of ice and lost control of the car fo a second. Didn't crash but was a little bothered but neo for the reason I thought I would be. I didn't want to wreck the car but as for dieing I didn't car. When I got home I thought abut it and realize that my beliefs have changed. I don't want to die but do not care if I do. Does that make sense? Am I way off base here? Do I have a problem? Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal but I cannot reconcile my lack of desire to live, is it normal? Thanks for any input and if this is a downer, I apologize.
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