I lost my husband almost a year ago and I was finally starting to do ok... Ive ben in therapy and I started to live again and at somepoint I even started to smile again but now Im finding it hard...the 30th would have been our five year anniversary(the first one alone) and I miss him.... but Im afraid to get lost in the emotion because I dont want to be that depressed person I was not so long ago... and even worse as the anniversary of his death approaches (sept6th) I find my self becoming numb all over again ..........Im just...........Honestly Im just really confused
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