On June 24th I will be celbrating my 3rd year without my Daniel. We were high school sweethears, but not yet married when he was killed. He took 3 to the body and the final was to his head. I hear tht he is a hero and that's nice but before all that he was my best-friend that kept me alive. We were each other's keystone in the arch. I went through the period of crying at the smell of someone wearing his cologne.. Wanting to go to the Marines and get revenge. ... Closing up into a ball and hiding from anyone back home that ever meant anything to me... to laughing at funerals so as not to still cry and emotionally break down about still trying to picture him. i try dating but the first topic is him. By the first bathroom break at dinner i find myself alone eating dinner for 2 as 1. I still want to see his face. I have finally come to grips he didn't go AWOL. And he isn't a P.O.W. with still a chance of being found. I judt want to know if there are any other widows or girlfriends... who have lost?
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