The love of my life was taken from me on September 4th in a car accident. He was only 26 years old and we had been together since the age of 16. He was my future, and I feel like ever since he was taken I can't picture a life anymore. I don't know how I can ever live without him. We had so many plans. He was just finishing up school and we were going to finally get married and start a family. Now it is all gone and I feel like he took my whole heart with him. I cannot stop crying and feeling guilty that I should have been with him at the time. I don't know how I can ever move forward and deal with all of this pain. No one understands what I am going through, and they keep telling me everything is going to be okay soon. But they don't know that it is never going to be. I don't know where to turn because I don't know anyone that has ever experienced this feeling. I feel so alone.
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