I found my husband dead on the morning of Nov 12 I was cuddling to him he was still warm I did not have a clue I took the dog out for his walk came back made us some coffee and took into harold as I always did serve him his coffee in bed so he can wake up slowly. well when I bought his coffee in I tried to wake him and he did not wake I tied again this time shaking him and realizing I needed to find a pulse I could'ntI got my neighbor because she is a nurse and I knew she could help me we came back upstairs and she said the 1st thing is we will need to flip the body to do CPR he was lying on his belly. as we flipped Harold ashliegh grabbed something and put it over his face so I could not see and was told to leave and call 911 I could not do it her husband came up and dialed 911 for me but I could not say anything ash grabbed the phone explaining everything they of course sent an ambulance and the police the paramedics went up I told them he was still warm please hurry and do cpr well they came back way to quick and told the police to get the medical examiner here and to bring the wagon he was going straight to the morgue at the lab for an autopsy I said no the paramedic told me that they put him on the machine and he was flat lined they figured he died between 3-5 am. the autopsy revealed that there was nothing they could find that caused his death that it will be at least 4-6 months before I know anything. he was only 32 years old. I dont have a clue as to what to do or anything I have been walking around like a zombie crying every day does anyone have a clue for me?
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