My wife died two months ago in a car crash. We had been married for 12 years. The first days after the incident I was a recluse. I shuted myself away in my house. I did not feel like talking to anyone, let alone engaging sexual activities of any sort, but after a few days I started feeling aroused and I resolved to masturbate. I found out that I only could masturbate thinking about my dead wife and rememberings moments with her. It has been two months and I still cannot masturbate but to my wife. I feel terribly guilty if I try to think about other women, but in the other hand I feel really sick masturbating to a dead person. I feel like a necrophile after finishing it. I just want to know if it is normal to do it, or I have some sort of problem. I am 34. Thanks.
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