Hi my name is Cube. I lost my husband of 25 years, 4 1/2 months ago to a sudden heart attack, which has hurt me so much. I have many mixed emotions I feel lonely, angry, depressed, anxious, and even at times suicidal. I am angry with God for taking my husband away from me. My husband died on September 22nd, 2008, and since then I've been taking all kinds of sleeping pills because i can't sleep at night. I try to hide my emotions in the daytime because my youngest daughter suffers everytime she sees me crying, but I cry all night long when she falls asleep. If there is anyone who can identify with my situation please give me some suggestions.
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