I don't know what is wrong and I hate to complain, I have done so well and God has been so good to me. This is my precious Jim's first Easter in Heaven and my first one wihtout him. The kids and grandkids are coming for Easter dinner after church. I am SO sad and have had an anxiety attack as well, (last night). Today I just want to cry and I have NO ENERGY! I just want to cry and sleep. I truly have done so well. God has helped me through so many things. My husband has only been with the Lord since February 2. Maybe I dread having the grandkids there and not having him. He always loved family gatherings...maybe I am sad because I am cooking the first meal I have really cooked since his passing. I just know that I need help. Please pray from me all my Christian friends. I love Easter and realize that without this very special day, none of us would have hope of ever seeing our Lord or our loved ones. Just needed to vent I guess. God bless you all!
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