Its been 2 years since my husband passed away. I'm just so mad at the world right now. I keep wondering what I did wrong for this to happen to me. He always keep the yard work up, made sure the trash was taken out , keep the house up and etc.... I'm getting to the point where I'm getting lonely. I just get frustrated because hes not here for me to talk to when I need someone. Here lately I just want to scream. I know people say that god will not give us anything we cant handle, but I keep waiting to feel better. If he was here he would tell some stupid joke and get me laughing and I would forget what I was talking about. I want the lonely feeling to go away because its awful feeling. I feel like there is nobody that understand how I feel. Because breaking up with a boyfriend isn't the same as losing a husband to death. Sometime when i get to go out with guys I feel as if im cheating on my husband.Why can't there be a magic pill to make you feel better.
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Hope the link works, I haven’t tried to do this before. Good PTSD song https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=RDtbkOZTSvrHs