Not literally, although sometimes I think I could use a good punching bag to get out - whatever. It's just I'm at 7 months, and the past couple of days have me with zero motivation. I re-open my deli in less than a week, and I know this "first" is part of it - doing yet one more thing without Joe. I just hate feeling like this; not seeing a light at the end of the tunnel, anxious and scared about my life alone, not wanting to do anything. In my logical mind (if I have one left), I think this too will pass - but my emotional side is like, "what's the point?" Have I said how I hate feeling like this?? thanks for letting me vent - Marsha
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