I lost my husband early this year due to COPD. He just could not breathe and the aids he had did not help. Its slightly over 8 months and I am still thinking of him everyday. Till today I am not able to see his pictures and it hurts horribly. I dont know how long this is going to last. Almost every night I am taking the herbal sleep to knock me off. Just dont know what to do. 5 months ago I have moved in with my family members and its not easy to adjust after being on my own for over 20 years. I dont have any children. Its really tough.............i wish I could just die and join my husband...................just missing him so very much....used to ask God "Why? Why? Why?"....now all I can pray is "Do what u like"......How i wish I could turn back the clock...!!!
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Found this;THOUGHT OF HIM ~ Chillin' at the mall with the boys. Thought of him. Blessing and eating our food. Thought of him. Went to the movies and had an empty seat beside me. Thought of him. Sharing popcorn, candy, and a soda with my son. Thought of him. Put new sheets on the bed. Thought of him. Sleeping close to his side of the bed. Thought of him. His son wears his cologne now. Thought of...