I lost my husband early this year due to COPD. He just could not breathe and the aids he had did not help. Its slightly over 8 months and I am still thinking of him everyday. Till today I am not able to see his pictures and it hurts horribly. I dont know how long this is going to last. Almost every night I am taking the herbal sleep to knock me off. Just dont know what to do. 5 months ago I have moved in with my family members and its not easy to adjust after being on my own for over 20 years. I dont have any children. Its really tough.............i wish I could just die and join my husband...................just missing him so very much....used to ask God "Why? Why? Why?"....now all I can pray is "Do what u like"......How i wish I could turn back the clock...!!!
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