It has been 3months since my husband died and I already feel like I don't remember what it was like to have him here. I mean, I remember all of the things he would do if he was here, but I forget what it felt like to come home to someone. Kevin always got home before me and would have picked the kids up and had dinner cooked by the time I got home. I forget what it was like to actually want to go to bed, and feel him next to me. I can't imagine what a lifetime will be like without him when I already feel like I am losing his memory. Anyone else feel this way so soon? It scares the crap out of me! I mean, will I remember anything a year from now?
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