Tomorrow night we will be having a Memorial Service, or our loved ones, after our regular Tuesday night grief meeting. I went to one last year, during the Christmas holidays, and it was "very" emotional. I don't know if I will be able to handle tomorrow night without a "meltdown". It will be a memorial "again" for my husband who died in 2008 and Bobby in Aug. 2009. I can't do the memorial for one and not mention the other. I miss them BOTH!!! Keep me in your prayers that I can get through this. Grief is SO HARD!!! My chest is so tight all the time, I feel like I'm going to smother. The meds help so I guess I'll make sure I take some right before the meeting. Hopefully this will help.........say a prayer for me!!!...........I KNOW I can do this...........Jenny
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