I used to love my "old" life - hard to believe it was less than a month ago that I was living that life. I know I have no choice now but to go on with this "new" life without Jim....I hate it. I can't find anything I enjoy or that brings even a remote amount of comfort. How do you ever find peace and joy in the new world without your best friend at your side to share it. We always had some activities that we did seperately...but I don't even like any of those anymore. Will I EVER be able to say that I'm grateful for my life again...? Will I ever find any peace and enjoyment from it? It feels like I never will.
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