I used to love my "old" life - hard to believe it was less than a month ago that I was living that life. I know I have no choice now but to go on with this "new" life without Jim....I hate it. I can't find anything I enjoy or that brings even a remote amount of comfort. How do you ever find peace and joy in the new world without your best friend at your side to share it. We always had some activities that we did seperately...but I don't even like any of those anymore. Will I EVER be able to say that I'm grateful for my life again...? Will I ever find any peace and enjoyment from it? It feels like I never will.
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Found this;THOUGHT OF HIM ~ Chillin' at the mall with the boys. Thought of him. Blessing and eating our food. Thought of him. Went to the movies and had an empty seat beside me. Thought of him. Sharing popcorn, candy, and a soda with my son. Thought of him. Put new sheets on the bed. Thought of him. Sleeping close to his side of the bed. Thought of him. His son wears his cologne now. Thought of...