I used to love my "old" life - hard to believe it was less than a month ago that I was living that life. I know I have no choice now but to go on with this "new" life without Jim....I hate it. I can't find anything I enjoy or that brings even a remote amount of comfort. How do you ever find peace and joy in the new world without your best friend at your side to share it. We always had some activities that we did seperately...but I don't even like any of those anymore. Will I EVER be able to say that I'm grateful for my life again...? Will I ever find any peace and enjoyment from it? It feels like I never will.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A marriage can end in divorce, annulment or death. It so happened that by the age of 53 y.o. I've been through all three. Being a widow is the hardest.I am in my 4th month of bereavement. With the pain and loneliness sometimes unbearable, most days I am okay. But I fear of staying a widow for the rest of my life. I don't want to be a widow.As time passes I also fear of turning into one of those...
when is really ok to move on? should i feel guitly that my husband has been gone since july 13th and recently been seeing a guy. though it started out as drunken night. he also happens to be my best friends uncle. im not sure if i should be or not. i really to enjoy him beinging around. my son which is 6 was in the accident that took his father along with other family. he ok with it. he really...