Hi there. Someone recommended I join this site and said sometimes it helps to talk to people you don't know about this kind of thing. My husband of 5 years killed himself in November leaving me with our two precious boys, 2 and 3. I have been going through the motions and surviving because I HAVE to for my babies, but all I want is to leave this horrible reality that is now my life. Not leave physically, but mentally and emotionally. I hurt every second of the day and it affects all of us. I've never been on to admit defeat - I'm a fighter, but I feel so defeated ALL of the time and I really just don't know how to do this anymore.
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Hi All,As per my other post, please say 'hi' and introduce yourself so that we know you're here/still here and should be here.I am Martha/Cliffskat, widowed in 2007 when my husband Cliff died of a heart attack at only 55. With no warning, my life was turned upside down, and I became a single mom to our two autistic spectrum boys. It wasn't easy, but I survived. I met a British widower here,...