I need to get a grip and start eating better. I lost 12 lbs in the last 48 days and I just don't feel like cooking. Cooking for one is not much fun. I also have trouble sleeping, I wake up a few times every night. The doctor gave me something but after trying it for a couple of nights, I felt like I had a hangover the next morning and I still woke up during the night so won't take anymore. It does not take away the pain. I do go the gym as I find it gives me more energy. I know only time will eventually ease the ache in my heart although I will always miss him and will always love him. One thing it has taught me is that now I am not afraid of dying. When my time comes, I will be at peace as I hope it means I will see my husband again. God bless you all x
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