I was married for 43 years, my husband died Aug 2008, from liver cancer. I have had periods of time that I feel that I am moving on. But, also, time when I have this intense grief. This week is one of those times. This happens when I have problems with my illness. It reminds me how caring my husband was, sick himself he took care of me the best he could. When things go bad, I remember how strong he was and that nothing ever worried me. He has such a strength to him. He was my rock, always together and now today I am feeling so alone. I am sure that things will get better for me again, they always do, but it doesn't seem to last very long. Just wondering if anyone else is having this difficulty, having a chronic illness and trying so hard to move forward.
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