I feel so lost in my life and I cannot get motivated to do anything. I have not been able to figure out how to start living again. Many times I cry myself to sleep because I feel so empty and alone. I cringe at the thought of going to group events, such as weddings, even though I force myself into it. It bothers me when I go out and see "couples" together and see how happy they are. I am usually attending things by myself because my daughter is doing so much on her own and so independent and busy with her own life. I have such an emptiness inside me. Every day I get up, go to work and go home. Has anyone else felt like this? What do you do????
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