It has almost been a month that my hubby died. I feel very alone although I have so much family around. I feel very blessed, but nobody can say anything or do anything to make my pain any better. This grieving makes me feel crazy. I'm mad, sad, cant believe it and just wanting him back. My 8 year old has finally been letting it out. He cries missing his dad. That's when I get angry because my husband made one stupid decision that cost him his life. Now my boys are suffering so bad, and I feel like screaming. Me and the boys are moving out of state in a couple weeks with my mom and step dad. I see some how this will be a good change. I hope so, because everyday does not get better, I just miss him more and more. It hurts so bad.
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Hi All,As per my other post, please say 'hi' and introduce yourself so that we know you're here/still here and should be here.I am Martha/Cliffskat, widowed in 2007 when my husband Cliff died of a heart attack at only 55. With no warning, my life was turned upside down, and I became a single mom to our two autistic spectrum boys. It wasn't easy, but I survived. I met a British widower here,...