I thought we were a close knit family, but some of the in-laws have been rude and hostile. i try to put in perspective their feelings of anger and sadness and back off but then it's me who is trying to keeps our kids away from grandma. or not wanting to have anything to do with them. I feel 22 years was all a facade. They pretended to let me be part of their family and now that Dave left us it's my fault. "I killed him"I drove him in the ground" "He is better off cause he is away from me" It wasn't a perfect marriage but we loved each other. He was my H.S sweetheart. We had so many dreams of the future. Because i said "what am I gonna do without him" I am a selfish witch" (replace w with b) I am so devastated over losing my soulmate, and now i have to deal with this crap. I really choose not to deal with it. hoping if i ignore it, it will go away. I have 2 kids who want to see there aunts n uncles n grandmother, but with all the name calling it's getting hard for them. Some please tell me i am not the only one who is going thru this. I need help.
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