My late husband has been gone almost 2 years. I am sick of being alone.I have attempted to meet a couple men. The attempts failed miserably. One thought I had money and when he found I didn't he was gone. One only had one goal. I told him that I was looking for someone to get to know and maybe have a relationship with. He told me that he is just after sex not dating.So I told him to get lost. Another was younger than me but I really liked him and he said he liked me but it turned out that he really did not know what he wanted. We didn't get anywhere.So, I have no idea where to begin. I was married 20 years or half my life.People say "you need to get out, go to the bar". NO! I really hate bars and alcohol. I just want to meet a wonderful someone who wants me for the whole me inside and out. How do I do this? How do I start over after 20 years? Please don't say go to church. I don't go and will never go there.
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