Its been a really down week here. Got laid off from my job, found out I might get sued over an auto accident I was in, then last night the washing machine broke down. This may seem trivial to some but I wonder when in the world will things start going positive for me. With Johannah dying i was hoping and praying my life just might turn around for the positive for a change. Now after the week and how things never seem to go in a positive way for me. I've had I wonder what God has against me. I know that nobody here can do anything but writing this all down does feel to give me a little bit of a cleansing feeling. Did not go to temple last night and now I realize I should have. Anyway, thanks to all of you for listening. I feel a little better for having to get thin off my chest.
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