I am trying so hard to do the right things, have friends over, go out with friends, visit family etc., but the loneliness is constantly there when I'm home. We worked our whole lives to pay for our house, get everything just right and suddenly my husband is gone. He missed retirement by 2 years. There is no one but my little dogs here to greet me when I'm home and I'm just feeling low tonight. You can do all that stuff, but the person who you were spending every day with is gone, well the loneliness is just there. The person who has the same memories, took care of you when you are sick etc. This is the most difficult time of my life. Yes, some days are better, but sick of this feeling. I also have thought so many times about how we took each other for granted and how I would give anything to have him back.
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