Ok- now what? I have figured out that I can not do the weekends! My husband died on a Saturday morning. So as you can see, Saturdays are horrible for me..I wake up mentally ticking off another week of this hell, in some kind of frantic record keeping that depresses the heck out of me. I cant stand the weekends without Jim. I have- for the last 4 weekends straight changed the furniture/ dcor of my living room. I had it red, gold, teal and now greenmy family thinks I have lost it..and maybe I have lol.
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