I HAVE DONE SO WELL IN THESE PAST THREE AND A HALF MONTHS!! BUT....LATELY.....IT SEEMS.....I AM FIGHTING.... EVERY.... SINGLE DAY... JUST TO WATCH WHAT I AM EATING! FORGET ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT....JUST THE 'TRYING TO EAT'.... HEALTHY....SMALLER PORTIONS..... IS A STRUGGLE RIGHT NOW! WHAT IS GOING ON? IS IT B/C SPRING IS HERE? AM I DEPRESSED? IS SOMETHING BOTHERING ME AND I'M NOT EVEN AWARE THAT IT IS? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT! I WANT SO BADLY TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT TOO! SO....WHY AM I HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME WITH IT? DID I HAVE SOME KIND OF MENTAL BALANCE OR HORMONAL BALANCE GOING ON AND NOW IT'S OFF KILTER? IT IS MY IMAGINATION.....OR DOES SUCCESS WITH DIETING.... HAVE TO DO WITH...."A FRAME OF MIND"? I NEED HELP GETTING BACK INTO THE ROUNTINE!!!! I AM FALLING BY THE WAYSIDE HERE! I WISH I COULD JUST GET THAT .....WHATEVER IT WAS.....BACK AGAIN!!! IS ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE..... STRUGGLING LIKE I AM? GOD! PLEASE! HELP ME PULL IT TOGETHER AGAIN! BOOMERTOO
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