wow! talk about words to live by! i used to eat very little food per meal! food....was not the biggest part of my life at one time! i can't help but ask myself....."what happened to me?" at what point in my life....did food become so important to me? what exactly.... went wrong in my life....to make me overeat as i have been doing for years and years? was it because my mom passed away? did she take the life out me...... when she died? what it because of an unhappy marriage? was it hard times in life? granted....my married life....was no picnic or walk on the beach! i am starting to do somw soul searching to try to find out exactly....what went wrong and why! i think that's the biggest part of overcoming any addiction or problem!! undertsanding!!!!! understanding yourself! as well as..... why....you got to be.... where you are right now! did it come about because of my having been abused both sexually and mentally by various different men in my life? was it comfort? the comfort of a relationshipp that did it? was it stress? or depression? if i can find out where and when...... things went wrong......maybe.....i could stop it or reverse it or....come to grips with it somehow!? i do know that i am not the happy go lucky person i used to be! and....i lost my sex appeal!!! it's hard to look pretty or sexy....when you feel like and old lady! and....if i do lose this excess weight.....will it change my life? will it make it any better? hell! i used to wear makeup and do my hair and dress pretty too! now.....i don't take any time for me anymore! ever!!!!! let me know what you think and feel about this subject will you? boomertoo
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