I want the ability to fight myself and my self distructive behaviors. This little girl was on AGT when she was about 5, had a kidney replacement surgery to keep her alive. This is her singing "This Is My Fight Song"...God Bless her! There is another singer at a concert, then Angelica comes back on when she was on AGT
My one kidney is not fighting too well as I'm in stage four kidney failure, it's functioning around 28% as I had my left kidney removed in 2012.
I am a fighter, or at least I used to be, for the last year or so I've lost what kept me moving forward and now my days are empty and lacking purpose despite the many different things 'I could/should" be doing.
I just don't know how to get the fight back...
This is an example of what I know I could/should be doing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUQXg5V7y2Q
I'm always getting freaked out about stuff. This has bee happening since I was a child. How do you guys deal with it?
I have tried many many tools and treatments to help with my panic attacks and anxiety. Yesterday I tried a weed edible specifically for anxiety (I got it from a weed dispensary in my area). Oh my word was that the worst thing I could have done! My anxiety has been fairly higher than usual so I decided to try the edible yesterday. I had such an intense panic attack and truly thought I was going to...