Just wanted to thank everyone who has been on this discussion board. Just being here, reading posts, thinking about the steps and what abstinence looks like to me, and grappling with my definition of Higher Power, has given me lots of food for thought. I feel like I am in a better place MENTALLY than I've been in a long time, and as I sort out some of this, I may, just may find an abstinence that leads me to a healthier, happier place. Best of all, I am not thinking so obsessively about food. When I "diet" I am constantly thinking about what I can and can eat, when I can eat again, and like a "white-knuckle flyer," I am on the descent way before I have achieved any height. Maybe I am just fooling myself in a new way, but it is a much more peaceful way than any other I've tried. I hope I can find a live meeting at some point and a sponsor as , but this seems like the right place to be right now and I'm very very grateful!
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