Well When I get hurt or enter a depressive rut I play games. RPG's or MMORPG's and I also read. I seclude myself from every one and everything and only focus on the game and make it like part of me.So my head can leave this world and I can be in a new one where I am some one and I can do something important. Eventually when I eaither beat the game or get to such a high level that I have done everything in the game then I spot and return to normal. These ruts have lasted 1 week to 6 months. I am in one now and I am playing through the whole Xenosage trilogy. I am already near the end of number two and I am also reading the Maximum Ride series...I do not know what I should do....I like it better when I had a gf and she would play with me or I would play from 9pm to 9am and we would just have the deepest most insiteful talks.Only stopping for cut-scene's. Which she loved cause she said they were like movies. She left me though...She met a guy that was big with lots of muscles. Heh. A person with a good heart and a not to skinny not to fat and not to many muscle body is not good enough for anyone. Always the most fit guy that gets the girl. Buut. I play games alot..and read alot and I am doing so right now. heh.
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