I am sad about many things, right now. Mostly I am sad that I don't feel like talking to my husband about any thing because I've lost or am loosing the loving feeling toward him because of his gaming. He wastes all his 'free' time. He is a christian man, a Deacon in our church even, a good dad, a good friend, a good husband. But I am so sad that he wastes so much time on something that means nothing in the light of eternity. We both have professed our beleif in our Lord Jesus Christ, we claim we are 'saved' and are going to Heaven. We claim to get the whole 'be in the world not of it' thing. I have my own share of issues, so who am I to tell him he is doing something wrong? And If I ask him to stop, I have nothing to offer him to replace it... I have nothing to offer him! So I just stuff it all, oh.. once and while I make noise that I don't like it, he knows I am not crazy about video games, but anymore I just stuff all my feelings. Well, now I just don't like him anymore and that scares me. We have alot ahead of us, we are young, and if I dont like him right now and am not going to tell him how I feel, whats gonna happen? He has it all... PS3, X-box and all the others before (and the hand held ones too). He plays every morning, almost whenever he is alone, and at night sometimes when he can. I am very sad about.
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