This is my story. First of all thank you for this forum. My story seems so tragic in comparison to women who have been able to free themselves from the hell the freaks create. I have tried many times in thirty years to do the same. Absolutely unbelievable situations transpired to bring it back into my life. I feel for all of you who are stunned by these freaks behavior. I especially appreciate the women who have been able to express the dumbing down process that makes you feel disconnected, after all the abuse. Who knew people like this existed? I didn't, I was as innocent as possible, I believed all the I'm sorry I won't do it again stories. People don't understand these monsters, you are basically on your own. All my scars are on the inside. What are you going to do, go to a womens' shelter and say he tricked me? He stole what self-esteem and pride I did have? Not to mention my work references, birth certificate, alienated our daughter against me? Too bad, so sad. Now I am disabled and can't work. Can't just limp away now and hope for the best. He wanted complete control over me and now he has it. When you feel bad and think that you have lost everything, it can get worse. Cut your losses and have no contact, he can and will suck you back into the nightmare that he is, wish I had this knowledge years ago. I am 53 living in a fifth wheel trailer, everything I had worked for has been stolen from me. Don't underestimate the charming manipulative ability of these freaks. This one is worse than any I've heard talked about on this site. This one I believe is a serial killer. Yes I have notified the appropriate authorities, they are not helpful. I have no proof, only circumstantial evidence.
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