I just feel so burnt out. Notwithstanding the ordeal I have gone through with my shoulder and it still being the way it is after two operations and my battle with the govt. to get onto disability services after two years of being unable to work or study. But they won't believe me - as this was exNbf's parting shot, he called and told them I was a dance instructor (of all things!) and had faked my injuries to get onto welfare services. Now I am living in a apartment (with my partner) so small there isn't any room to move about freely, weathering a shoulder injury that's rendering me unfit for any social life whatsoever. I really feel there's not much point getting up some days. I can't see my life getting any better now that I'm so debilitated from the injury and the doctors/physiotherapists just don't have any answers for me in terms of what they can do to help. To make matters worse, my partner is unable to take care of himself in any real manner and I spend a lot of my energy trying to help him stay organised and the whole situation is just so downright depressing, I don't think I can move forward anymore. I don't want to be on medication but I'm feeling so low lately I'm contemplating perhaps going on meds. Lest this sense of despair engulfs me any further.
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