Today was day #3 of NC for me and of course it hasn't been easy. I woke up this morning to an email from him saying "Good morning, just wanted to say hi, havent heard from you, hope you are doing okay" This made me so angry and i really tried my hardest to just delete and not respond but I did. I just fed his ego. I told him to please not contact with me with pity emails that if he really cared about me he would change. I'm so mad at myself because thats showing him that im weak and still hoping he will change which I KNOW will never happen since he's a S. Of course he never responded...he got what he wanted which was to know that im still 'here'. Now i'm feeling like crap.....been in bed all day. I hate him.
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