my son moved out of state to live a better life than I could ever give him and that really hurts in so many ways. I miss him so much it feels like I am dying inside, I have to sign custody papers for him to go to school there and it hurts like hell to know that I am not good enough to give him the best life. I am just bursting into spontaneous tears all night and day. But this is all selfish pain because I know that life is far better for him there than here. I just miss my baby so bad it feels like it is killing me
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