I just want to say I am so sick of being happy as pie and then jumping off a building and being so fucking low, I would so settle for a fucking numbness that I once enjoyed full time. Feelings fucking suck, people suck even fucking worse, I hate how lonely I can fucking feel even if I was surrounded by fucking family, who I may add do not give a fucking shit. Fuck this world off and If I could I would take a handful of fucking pills and die today but I fucking cant I have to sit in this shitty fucking fucked up world and suffer like the rest of the fucked up losers.
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