I feel like I am going CRAZY RIGHT EXACTLY NOW! I hate this. I hate this feeling. It feels so stinking real. It makes me panic. And it scares me. Really really badly. I am scared. I feel like crawling outside of myself cause it's too awful to stay inside of here with these thoughts because they betray me constantly. DANG. I feel all itchy. MENTALLY ITCHY inside. Errrrr. And like okay how okay is it to just call somebody up and say "um I feel all itchy in my brain right now" yah uh huh. I know it'll pass. It's like a seizure of sorts. I guess. Thats how it feels. Like a kind of a seizure, it just happens out of nowhere for no apparent reason and just decends as such and attacks me from the inside out and then next thing you know I'm ROCKING back and FORTH trying to CRAWL OUT of MY SKIIIIIIN
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