I\'m new to this site & was wondering if there\'s anyone out there to talk to, vent to, offer advice? I found out last year I\'m manic depressive. And I\'m married to the love of my life that I can\'t seem to stop pushing away. It\'s been an extremely difficult road for him & it\'s not a peaceful path to walk. I look at myself as being the stone that keeps getting in his shoe every other step he takes. I hate it! I feel I\'m losing him, I feel I\'m losing my mind. In my \"BP\" moments, I constantly accuse him of cheating. In my sane moments, I\'m very assured & life is just peachy. I know this illness affects everyone diffently..Is there anyone that does this? Any suggestions/any advice??