not specifically like physycally tired. i slept last night, but emotionally I'm tired. Take today I'm tired, and I'm grouchy. Somedays, I'm scared about my other illness the vasculitis, but there's only one person who I can discuss that with. I'm not an unhappy person, nor am I happy all the time, and it's like anytime I stop smiling for a split second someones up my ass asking me "what's wrong". What issomwrong with being tired, grumpy, or a little scared. Why must I keep that fake perma smile always glued to my face, and even worse why can't I bring it up to the people who do it as opposed to on the internet. ugh. Now I'm tired, grumpy and annoyed at myself...Don't worry I'm still smilin'
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