I have suffered from anxiety and depression as long as I can remember. I was finally diagnosed with severe chronic depression when I was 21 years old after loss of my first daughter. I am 36now. I have been on pysch wards 3 times. The last was 2 years ago. My pDr. diagnosed me BP. I didn't want to accept it so I didn't. Then about a month ago I had a major manic episode and am now seeing a new pDr. I have been on lithium a month and last week she added seroquel. I know it takes time to adjust to meds. I was on anti depression meds for years. I don't even know what my point is I am just scared and overwhelmed and I just want to know things will get better. I grasping for hope.
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