ok not very many people know me here and I guess unless you read my posts or my journals this won't make much sense here. To make a long story short I cheated on my husband. Last Monday I od and was hospitalized...anyhow this man i was involved with always told me he was different and he would never hurt me and that he loved me...this has been goin on for months now. We both have feelings for each other. well anyway my husband found out and I am ok with that and he is ok with knowing. The fucked up part is this boy (can't call him a man anymore) just kicks me out of his life like I was nothing to him and I know that is not true but he won't talk to me anymore or answer any of my messages. I am so hurt and angry at him that its driving me crazy. I don't care if he yells at me or tells me he hates my fucking guts....just tell me what the hell is going on dammit!!!. I would never turn my back on someone I cared about so i don't understand. I know I should say oh fucking well but I just need him to give me a straight answer as to why he is doing this. any input here?
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