WHAT? Someone is demoting people BBLOU? Who was demoted and when?

earlier today. i cnt rmba who all together, I have remoted them now.

fuced was one of them and two of the new members that id promoted.

Well, *sratches head* if happens again we will completely change the format.? We can get with charter admins to have a discussion on possible changes to this group.

HELL, DEMOTE ME. I DON'T LIKE THIS POWER. hehaw. BUT SEROUSLY, DEMOTE ME. BAN MY ASS. I THINK I DESERVE IT.

sos love, I wasn't demoted, I left the group coz I had a shitty psyc appointment and it turns out I might not be beeper after all, even though thats what I am signed off work for, go figure.

Anyway I rejoined again, coz I am still FUCKED.
No one demoted me, sos for the confusion

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ah, ok. others were demoted though. my doc told me I wasnt BP after being diagnosed for a few years. They toldme I had behavioral problems. They took me off my mood stabilizer and left me on jus anti depressents. I went into, i think they termed it, mixed state with psychotic features. Now I got my diagnosis back and mood stabilizer. It would have been good if they were right, but they werent.

It almost makes you angry doesnt it. well, it DID make me angry. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU SAY I WAS AND PUT ALL THOSE MEDS In MY SYSTEM THEN SAY IM NOT AND TAKE ALL THOSE MEDS AWAY THEN MAKE ME GO CRAZIER THAN EVER BEFORE THEN GIVE ME BACK MY LABEL AND THEN, LEAVE ME TO IT!! Thank fuck for my family doc is all I can say.

cunts.

oh ur uk rnt u fucked... haha.. you probably know about the shite cpns, the fifteen year wait for a pdoc and a psychologist, all that shite. and you know what GP means.

yup, I know how they play with ya over here. Been put back on the waiting list for a psychologist, Ms hope, lmao, how ironic. Anyway was given a warning that if I don't attend the appointment they are dischaging my ass. Nice, and yeah I am more than angry at the shite CPNS how the system is over here.

It was my cpn that told me I wasnt BP. I had a big row with her before this. She took it upon herself to tell my pdoc, the senior consultant and my psychologist that there was nothing wrong with me and I had behavioural issues, that I was making things up because there were 'discrepancies' in what Id said to her and what id said to my pdoc (it was something stupid along the lines of telling her id slept 3 hours and my pdoc id slept 2 or vice versa, cant rmba), When she did my assessment she didnt ask me half the questions and wrote down answers on my behalf (what!!), So then when I saw the senior consultant for the first time, he said, theres not much we can do for you, you shouldnt be on depakote, said it would make me hear voices (sure it will) then said, bye, I wont be seeing you again. then I was in hospital about 3 weeks later for 2 months.

When I was in hospital, talking about the cat that was running around in ward round and the swarm of locusts, the CPN said I didnt need help from the community mental health team. Then later I had another row with the consultant.. he said there wasnt anything wrong with me, that id just had a 'blip'. I wrote a strongly worded letter telling him what a blip was. then they discharged me. I didnt see anyone atall for two months, other than my gp. she reffered me to a diff pdoc and a specialist and they said I was BP and that I should make a formal complaint.

I am now working on a project with Mind (you know the charity) that assesses all mental health services and makes reports and stuff.... BOY will i kick their fucking ass!!

that was a long way of explaining that My cpn didnt like me and took it upon herself to ruin my cmht care.

I am now seen as the problematic bitch in the cmht and they do my assessments and never write back to me. Now my GP surgery are making a formal complaint to the medical board because they have a few patients who have experienced the same thing after seeing this CPN.

biatch!

sos that shite happened to you lou, I have heard it countless times on the internet over the years that unless they think you are a danger to other people, they really don't want to be bothered. I understand the NHS system is stretched and overworked too, but gees give us peeps a break will ya. My old GP told me that because I had never been raped I brought this whole situation upon myself. Yeah alright then. I sacked her ass and now have a GP whos even more in the head than me. My last psyc appointment on friday, he took up the whole session talking about xyz, can't remember most of what he had to say and won't make me another appointment till I have seen ms hope. I know mind, they have been somewhat helpful to me in the past in getting me seen by someone, I hope they can help you better though. I phoned the samaritains a couple of weeks ago and had the phone put down on me. w@nkers. God save the queen, thats what I say!