i dont know if any one else has to deal with this, i hope not, but not only am i bipolar but i have constant physical pain. i have carpul tunnel in both hands and also have all the symptoms of fibromyalgia. i hurt from head to toe all day every day and cant even sleep (like any of us sleep!) because i wake up every 2 hours or so because every muscle in my body is cramped up so tight that i have to get out of bed and stretch before i can even attempt to go back to sleep. on top of all that i cant get insurance because being bipolar makes me ineligable in my state. what the fuck do they expect me to do? its hard being in so much pain all the time and nobody will help me! i guess im supposed to just sit here and let my physical disabilities get so bad that i cant even get out of bed! its so discouraging that i cant get the help i desperatly need because of bipolar. i havent even had a physical in over 3 years and nobody cares. i could have fucking cancer and not even know about it because no doctor will do anything for me! its so hard dealing with not only the pain in my head and heart but also physical pain that effects my entire body. its even worse that nobody cares. i guess they just expect me to sit here and die.
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