i live in tennessee and i cant get insurance. a few of you wrote to me personally but i wanted to ask everybody if they had any suggestions. i cant get my workplace insurance because i dont work enough hours and im not only bipolar but i have carpul tunnel in both hands and i almost definately have fibromyalgia but i couldnt afford to get the tests done. i have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning and im only 26 years old! i cant work any more hours. to be quite honest im barely getting through the hours i have and may soon have to cut down. the best my government insurance will do is $500/month for the crappiest policy i have ever seen! every private insurance company in the area denied me (trust me, i know, i went down the list in the yellow pages!) they say im uninsurable. the government paid for my 3 stays in the mental hospital but nothing else. im having to apply for disability right now and i dont want to. i just want to go to the doctor and get it fixed so that i can work! does that sound like im the crazy one to you? i dont understand why disability is my only way to not be in constant mental AND physical pain all day every day. its really hard not to be depressed when it hurts like hell to pick up my two year old and it breaks my heart! if anybody knows of anything that i can do here i would like to know! i dont want to just sit here and suffer because of so many things that i cant control!
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