I am sad. I have a four year old and he has been acting up lately and doing things that he knows not to do like last night he took finger paint and decided to paint his bedroom floor and saying he hates me and my husband and just acting not himself. The thing is I used to play more with him and wrestle and tag and kick pall ect.... but now with being so big at 29 weeks and just plain tired all the time I just want to rest and I think he wants more of my attention. I really am trying but I am just so tired lately I have no energy. I tried today to play for a little while. And with being a little older and with all the twin talk I am not sure if he is feeling a little lost. I love him more than anything in this world and I tell him 24 hrs a day and I try to get involved in everything that he wants me to but I keep feeling that it is not good enough. I tell him that his little brothers will love him sooo much ect... but I think it is mommy can't play because of the twins and is so tired and moody because of the twins. I feel like I am failing him!! Sorry, Ijust need to talk. Thanks for listening!
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