At this point Im not sure what to do anymore. The doctor Gave us the go ahead to start trying after I got my first AF and my ultrasound. And DH seemed to be okay with that information at the time. But now that my AF is over he is singing a new tune. We BD'd last night and afterwards he told me he thinks I should get on BC or he should "Pull Out". And Im just floored. If he is uncomfortable with this, I don't understand why he went through with it. He will end up BD'ing with nothing, but than afterwards get scared. One minute I think he's progressing with the TTC and the next he's saying he's not ready. He's all over the place. I know he probably does get scared, but if your scared..then don't have sex with me and then tell me afterwards your worried! I didn't want to actively TTC this month but I feel like if we BD with nothing that's fine. I just want to be with him, it's not just all about making a baby and I told him that. I want our sex life to be how it was! I am so frustrated with this whole thing.
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